Torn

Esto es un lugar en que he estado antes. Esperaba que no sería un día visitar este lugar otra vez. Odio a este lugar. No hay palabras para describir mis sentimientos. Mi estómago siente como hay millones de mariposas adentro.

¿Qué es importante en la vida? Familia. Amigos. Estas cosas son las cosas más importantes en todo el mundo, pero a veces siento que la vida sería más fácil sin las distracciones de familia y de los amigos.

Quiero que esto es muy muy claro. ME ENCANTA MI FAMILIA Y MIS AMIGOS. No cambiará nada de estos aspectos de mi vida. (Bueno, es una mentira. Hay mucha que si tuviera el poder de cambiar, haría) La realidad es que hay cosas pequeños que cambiaré, pero las personas y el resto, no.

Anyway, Sorry for these random ramblings. I just needed to get some of this out.....

Outrageous

I realize you may have all heard a ton about this lately, but I am so disgusted with Arizona's new Immigration Law. It sickens me to think that people's civil rights can be so completely violated. What gives someone the right to say, "Hey, you might be illegal. Let me see your papers. Oh you don't have them? Let me throw your ass in Jail. "

It's such total BS! What's gonna be next? Demanding that not only do people carry their papers, but that they sew them to their clothing? Hm? That seem reminiscent of anything you can remember?

Long weekend

This weekend felt like it whizzed by, but at the exact same time it felt super super long. I don't really know how that works but in all honesty, I was all hustle and bustle, so I did a lot, but it went by quickly.

I can't wait until the next month is OVER. I have absolutely no idea what I will be doing after the next month is finished, but I do know that I am ready to start. I am really up for anything. I want something that will allow me to take hold of life and have the adventures that I deserve. I want to do so many things in life.

Here is a list I came with some time ago. If it has a date next to it, that is the day that I completed the task.

1.Travel to every country in the world. ( Ok maybe not all, but most)
2. Learn to surf.
3.Live in another country. (8/17/2009-12/22/2009)
4. Take a roadtrip across country.
5. Learn Chinese. (I think the future will render this language useful)
6.Own my own business.
7. Pet a kangaroo.
8.Sleep under the stars.
9.Learn to salsa dance.
10. Build houses in a 3rd world country.
11.Swim with dolphins.
12. Skydive.
13. Bungee Jump.(10/21/2009)
14. Knit a scarf.
15.Dye my hair red.
16. Help someone less fortunate..
17. Be in a movie.
18. Meet someone famous.
19.Live in LA.
20. Be someone's god-mother.
21. Go to Disney World.
22. Pierce my nose. 5/15/2009
23. Go skinny dipping.
24.Get on a random bus and go wherever it takes me.