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I've realized that since I've been back in the States, one major thing that has changed is that I no longer Blog! Turns out I have grown super fond of telling whoever will read this about my life and the crazy/non-crazy things I'm doing. Therefore, I have decided to start a blog for here. Just because I'm in Seattle doesn't mean I can't do fun/silly things, right?
Anywho, since I've been back I've been pretty busy. Just school, work, and the occasional outing. It's taken some getting used to, but I feel as though I am finally getting into the swing of life again. It was rough there for awhile. I thought I'd NEVER be happy here again. Ok, maybe that was an over-exaggeration, but you get the idea. I went through a period of sadness that I wasn't able to be with the people that I love so much in Europe, but it was mixed in with a sense of happiness that I was once again able to see my family/friends that I had to leave here. Then there was the guilt that i felt that I wasn't happy. I didn't want the people here to think that I didn't love them and that I hadn't missed them, but it was really difficult to know that life had gone on here without me, and I was a completely different person trying to come back and fit myself into the 'new' life that everyone here had. But yeah, so that's that.
Also, I have decided to change/modify my major. I have realized that a major reason for my unhappiness has been my CISB major. I really truly have had a disgusting feeling/overwhelming depressed feeling wash over me every time I had to do something for spanish/CISB. Considering the fact that I LOVE SPANISH, this was not ok! Therefore in order to preserve my sanity and my love for Spanish, I have decided to simply focus on marketing and not deal with the International Aspect. For those of you that might be worried that this will affect what I want to do with my life, you are wrong. I now have the real world international experience that will come in extremely helpful and will actually look better on my resume than anything on my degree will ever look. So it's all ok, no worries guys! :)
Well, that's about it for now! later!
Thursday, January 28, 2010
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