12 years. 12 freaking years since I last saw your face. Since I last heard you speak. Since I saw your beautiful and oh so sweet smile. God I miss you. I miss wrestling with you, listening to lots of loud music, and even your crazy driving. I miss your laugh. I miss the way it felt for you to be around. I MISS YOU. It still hurts me to know that I won't see you walking into the room with a bag of candy for all of us kids to eat. I half expect you to show up at my doorstep and kick me out of my room. I loved it when you visited. You were always so much fun ( and when you were around, you were the boss) You had mom wrapped around your finger. You were her baby brother. She could never say no to you.
I love you so much. My heart aches every time I think of you. I feel as though this will never change. You changed my life, and for that I thank you. But just so you know, when we meet again I will first love you like you wouldn't believe and then I will kick your ass.
With all of my heart and soul,
Your favorite niece.
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