Life.. or something like it.

I can't believe it's already November. I feel as though the months are whizzing by. Normally, I really enjoy November and December because I love to cook Thanksgiving dinner and spend time with my family. I love to bake 20 different types of cookies and hand out cookie baskets to everyone I know. Normally, I love these things. Right now however, I do not. I don't feel like putting a smile on my face and entertaining everyone else, when in reality all I can think about is how shitty some people are. Or how I can't stand the sight of someone. Or how instead of making stupid chit chat smalltalk, I would rather be sticking needles into my eye. For some reason, I am just not up to it this year. I don't want to deal with it. I want to simply curl into a ball, climb into bed, and sleep through the holiday season. That is how I want to spend the next couple of months. I'll hibernate until January. See you then.